screw my life thanks

kena mini heart attack when i saw de msn -.-

who am i kidding ... u wont read this .. so wads de point :O
life been bad de last few days anyways -.-

feeling emotional these few days .reali want to talk to someone now..so can u talk me just like old times?

if your reading this ... try not to think so much k  somehow this is wad god had in plan for us . its a matter on how we face de problem .. so dun think too much everything's gonna be okay :) just believe in urself and strive harder next year
: ) btw ur not dumb .. u just need a little more time to study and revise :)

life sucks to de max -.- hate de way it turned out to be ..
looks like wishes nvr and will come true ...

good luck to ur retest ;)
hope u will pass wit flying colours ;) be happy .

ur so fcking extra -.- fck off

i hate my life... it nvr fails to screw up

FML -.-
jealously kills ..

Hey! Last Long Kays! AND IF U BREAK HER HEART I WILL BREAK YOUR HEART LITERALLY! BETTER TAKE GOOD CARE OF HER ! -.-
and u .. if ur still reading this
i love you and i missed de memories we had together ..

i am sick and tired of living
yea i might be smiling but on de inside
it is just another confused and yet broken heart
and just might never be amended

and now
i am not even sure about my own feelings for u anymore
izzit reali fading away or issit just turning into pain and suffering

haiz

sigh.... how i wish i could go back to de past make some amendments....
not a good year ..
why does things keep going wrong ..
things improved over days though :)

ILY IMY nights everyone

FYI- i still love you..
just wish that we could talk like we used to do last time ..
but things are different now...

FUCK YOU U FKING PIECE OF SHIT

i could reali use someone to talk to now... someone tat can just sit there listen to u complain and shout how reali ur life is reali screwed up ...
sigh
life aint perfect neither are u ..
just gotta deal wit it
gotta do something bout it

everything is screwed up
family.
frens
if de relationship
cant seem to forget u . no matter how hard i try. i'll just end up thinking about u and de times we had together
though it wasnt much
but at least it was something worth rmbing about..

i wanna forget about it.
why...

going cambodia...
living is just plain stupid.
your just gonna die anyways.
so whats the point..

why does my life have to be this fucking way...
full of shits

and de ass teacher if ur reading ... HAIR THICK IS NOT AGAINST DE SCHOOL RULE!

NO MOOD TO STUDY UHS DUN WAN STUDY ALR FUCK!

wut a fked up guy and bitch.
kpkb so much.. that piece of land u buy one meh no rite stupid den dun talk so much.. shout shout shout. also nobody ask u go smell guai lan so much for wut.
zzz watta asshole :P

CHANGE FOR DE BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!

screw life upside down...
why are we even born seriously.
there no meaning to life.

TMR SCHOOL>. SO SIAN ...
hahas i hate de lan shop.. nvr going there again ..
BLEH!

let bygones be bygones. its time to start living for yourself and not for others.

dun be so lao lan luhs asshole..
ccb

I'm reali sry for wut happen just now..

it nvr happen .. i cant be bother XD.
i'm sick.. hahas. kena block nose ..and i'm so freaking tired

i like to see u get beaten up someday...

tmr i shall decide my fate:) hahas.. jiayous to me and BY.
hahas

No school for next two days =) plus no geo. hahas
going watch clash of the titans :)

pls have faith :)

looking unhurt on de outside but reali hurt inside

sry to have cause to much trouble to u...
i will just forget about it

just be happy :)

went out wit her today and ytd :) hahas
something nice happen :)
siannZ!

i saw mr prem today at arcade... he was watching kim yan playing bb there hahas... den i saw judy and eleanore :) hahas judy got piercing sia.. den i still untill mr prem... so sway.. hahas

i'm too afraid to ask.... wut if u said no... wut happen if u ignore me..

chatted wit her for almost de whole day hahas. bb tuition den movie... de movie wass damn funny!! hahas...


i feel tat .. tonight is de night ..

had camp for de past few days! it was also nicer when de camp was going to an end hahas.. i should have brought my phone!

today went to fren house.. den she tagged along but she kept talking to 1 person non stop... ...
den eat pizza den ..... play badminton... some idiot when home tgt wit her..

the more u ignore.. the more pain i get.. but if i'm bothering u .. den say... i will stop it...

u like her den say luhs fk... hide for wut u asshole... no balls ahs. cbk go around hong ppl when u noe ppl like her also u fker

camp coming.. dun feel like going.. but anyways since we're forced to go and pay money.. lets enjoy...
they both same group siol? how.. maybe he like her maybe not... haiz

had a conversation wit just now... talk about love.. hahas
she isnt ready to go into another relationship just yet... told me to give up. but i insisted on waiting .. is tat suppose to be good? or bad??

i noe more about u now... i will and definitely change for u

somehow.. i noe tat she will nvr be mine..

falling deeper ... didnt expect this to happen to me again.

jealousy kills...

many guys seem to like her.. wut can i do?
recently another guy started to mostly comment on her status and notice her more.. and she seem to notice him more...

Life is complicated..

went out to play bb in the afternoon! but when jogging wit someone and had badminton first..
life reali sucks..... i'm toast.. gonna do something wit brendan sooner or later. may get us into deeep shit or heaven.. lets pray for de best :D

HELLO

HELLO !!!